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New camera FINALLY!

I look back at my work and my heart aches for that time passed. I was so eager to get out of school....... Granted I took almost 8 years.. but the last 3, when I had finally met my calling.. I have not felt as alive since. The real world is mundane. I am not living up to my full potential. Spending too many nights drinking wine, and too many days driven by anxiety, rather than hope, love, and passion. I am not exactly sure how to go about finding change.. All other times in my life when I felt stuck, I only felt so because my emotions had gotten the best of me.. But now I find myself numbed by time and pain. I like that my life has always

And alone you wake up wondering why? where? how? But you aren't alone, you just realize that you're lonely. And you can't see beyond tonight because the wine has trapped your mind. But you convince your self that you can see for miles, miles, miles..